In fact, I hate you always wanted to brutally 　　 In your arms I need your love when 　　 You quietly left 　　 Or even not, I was shown the remnants of memories 　　 Embrace only endless resentment 　　 A certain period of one day 　　 We are not familiar withFeeling 　　 Meet, recognize each corner of the city 　　 I thought, this is aFineStart 　　 I thought, you never will be myLifeInSpring 　　 Let me feel the warmth of this world 　　 Never thought of it is 　　 Meet hate from the beginning after ___ 　　 I do not like thatWomanHowever, I had no opportunity to choose their own birth, as I can not choose who to doParentsLike, I'm her daughter. She has a flesh and blood with bloodFamily, But also has such as the Arctic iceSnowNot of love year round! 　　 Childhood, I do not know whatMomI have never known before, this word, it seems I was insulated. From othersStory, I read theMomThe Zaozao love, because that Taiwan-made film "Mother Love Me Again", I like small strong mother, love for his son to a nerve disorder, journeying son played innocently, holding a doll, so regret human heart and soul of love, how can I cruelly refuse it at the thousands of miles away? Piecemeal in other words I found the answer, my mother abandoned meFather, Marrying foreign land. Tears over and over again, washing the eyes, but red eyes full of desire not to childhood, many would like to see students who abandoned my mother I look like; more like, affectionately call loudly: Mom! 　　 Sympathy in Linlixiangqin charity slowly grown, and in 1999 I smashed a sad newsMaternal loveExpectations, and my father's death my mother had on an unprecedented hatred, why, she could not get Dad to come back one last look at the last leg of her bed with therapeutic writing was loved ah? Father alive, how expected lifetime visibility her side, however, how she can always quiet, so lonely father ended it half-and regret? I hate her to her mercilessly cruel. 　　 NoFatherly loveSupport, I like the sea on the leaf duckweed, float along I do not know where is the shore? Wandering and wandering into my life. Especially the annual Spring Festival, every family reunion laughing noise festivity sky, Where is my homeland? In addition to tears to read myMood, No one can understand the kind of bitter sad! 　　 20-year-old year, the Guangzhou Railway Station, the first time I saw my mother. No joy, no excitement, no embracing, only the endless alien enveloped us. She held out her hand in me, eyes full of hot tears, and I, in addition to the temperature can feel her tears did not feel her daughter to recognizeHappinessThe joy of my heart full of numb. 　　 Forced me to call the man she called Daddy, my heart, a harsh pain a little. I cried, she cried, and I know that our tears are not flowing the same direction! I miss the dead father and flow, she saw life as the only daughter of the stream. Tail End Road when she mentioned the many faults with my father, I was disgusted that she has created a deep and Yuannu, what qualified her for the daughter to discredit a man who lives frugally worked hard to run out of what ? 　　 To recognize, and I did not feel the slightest happiness, I did not find the same with small strong mother, how great maternal love in the end, I can not find the answer from the mom too. It was like a serpent, shuttle back and forth in my blood, the pain, I can not moan because the heartbreaking to the extreme. She has changed the three men, each time forced me to call him daddy, let me curry favor with the men in this manner flattering to please their love and money, while rooted in my soul is born the seed of treason did not let my mother wish fulfilled Training to become a man of parasite attachment, she was disappointed, she gave up love me. She is free to give their younger brother a new bamichael jordan shoestery cars and hundreds of dollars and never miss a charity to my rickety old bike soon, even if it sold only 15 yuan request to go back to her is also a supremeHappy。 　　 She is happy, and as long as a man hurt her she loved her knitting sounds beautiful lie, she wil cheap air jordan shoesl blush like 2-year-old princess in love with the same ecstatic, smallBirdThey cling to, Emotion mumbled, her self-care to meet their own desires and passions rapid built, has been completely ignored and no money towards the 50's Love to do a third party, which had acquired gamble on their own old age happiness! To her own so-calledLoveShe can throw family abandoned children, regardless of age to the best of sunset, this perverse lonike air jordan shoesve of regret after the third and still completely immersive, this woman, how could become my mother? 　　 I have such a mother to feel deeply ashamed! 　　 If, first of abandonment, is a last resort, that hatred is naive childhood, can be forgiven; However, to recognize again and again after the abandonment and the hurt, hate is the real beginning, I can not forgive her, when this! 100 GoodFilialFirst, I would like to give up half years after the father returned to earth in exchange for a second, but, this life can not forgive her mother's selfish! [Edit: listening to the rain]Good look at the topLook of the space?